My story

     Recruiting Reflection (cut-out version) My freshmen year summer was one of a kind. I spent time in 4 continents: USA (5 weeks), Spain (3 weeks), Morocco (1 week), China (3 weeks), I even went to Florida in May. My sister also went studying abroad her freshmen year summer and suggested I do the same because I'm going to be working for the rest of my life, and it's hard enough to get an internship with as little experience I have.  So as I wrapped up my freshmen year summer and I was heading into mid-September and October, the pressure started looming above me. I need to get an internship this summer because apart from the growth I get from it obviously, I know my worth, I know what I deserve, and it's so crucial for me because I'm planning on graduating in 3 years.  This post is what I brand as the "cut-out version" because my sister told me theres some details I shouldn't post on the public blog. So I ended up deleting a lot of bullet points and delet...

  December NEW EDM: Elephante, Jaron, Bizarrap, Netrum & Halvorsen, Fred Again... Singles 🗑 TRASH 🗑 🗑 12/27 =  BEAUZ, Wasback, ALYSSA - Sweet Dreams 🗑 12/13 =  Fred Again..., Angie McMahon - light dark light MID 12/6 =  CloudNone, Abandoned, Nina Sung - Circles 12/6 =  Ace Aura, Amidy - Illuminate 12/6 =  Steve Aoki, B Jones - Beautiful 12/6 =  RL Grime, Knock2, Abi Flynn - come aliv3 12/6 =  Modestep - kiss u 12/6 =  Ace Aura, Amidy - Illuminate 12/11 =  Jessica Audiffred, Softest Chyl, CHYL, Softest Hard - Run Away 12/13 =  helloworld, San Holo - Figure This Out 12/13 =  Marshmello, Space Laces - Rave Repeater 12/13 =  BEAUZ, Kevu - Ocho (BEAUZ & KEVU VIP) [Radio Edit] 12/13 =  Waterflame, Teminite, Boom Kitty - Slash Inferno 12/13 =  Fred Again..., John Martyn - little mystery 12/13 =  William Black - Different Shit 12/16 =  Camellia - Suoh Divine Raiment 12/19 =  Alan Walker, MEEK -...

freshmen fall quarter freshmen winter quarter freshmen spring quarter Welcome to my Fall quarter wrap-up aka quarter 1. I normally do like a "midway" checkpoint wrapup post thing for each quarter too but I remember i was like "ok imma write it after this week of midterms" and then after i took those midterms i went home and like forgot about blogging or something and at some point i just gave up lmao but anyway I'm definitely not oging to miss this actual wrapup here tho.  Here's an outline I'll have in the beginning cuz so much stuff happened this quarter and I'll add some random details i dont wanna miss as I think of it so I don't forget: academics having wideruled notebook (i had a wideruled notebook this quarter and it really started pissing me off like the lines were just so big and i never knew i coudl hate something so much im so glad im done with this quarter so i can throw that garbage away) submitting evans homework lmao living off cam...

  Coming into my 2nd year at Santa Cruz I now live off campus with no dining hall plan. It's time to cook and make food or be eating chipotle every day or some combination of both. I remember before moving in all I knew was how to make steak and like really basic stuff and I thought I was screwed. I envisioned myself using the air fryer every day or getting chipotle every day or grubhubbing a lot but turns out things went a lot differently.  SO yeah I made a  photo gallery  last year of dining hall meals, now is my photo gallery of my meals for this 1st quarter again. You can kind of see the progression in my recipes as the quarter goes, and I still am just moderate at cooking, I don't have a signature dish or anything, I can't make anything too elaborate, but I can definitely get away with like most meals and everything.  9/23 Dinner = Steak + Broccoli  Wow I remember when I first moved in and everything man everything just felt so different and 陌生, but we...