My story

 It's been 1 year. May 1st, 2022, I went to fitness 19 with my dad and deadlifted, dunno what happened, my dad coached me, but to put things into perspective, that was the ignition to a dark wave in my life. This will be a reflective blog post. From a lens of someone who just ran a 10k at PPIE yesterday smiling, from a lens of someone who goes to the park for 3-5 hours on Saturdays. I lie down underneath the trees at orloff park and reflect sometimes too, but here I will lay out all my emotions formally. The deadlifting wasn't the reason, my back ended up getting infected with a rare disease for someone of my age, called "discitis." Basically the disc in my back was inflammed for whatever reason, from bacteria getting there. This could low immune system or the bacteria seeping in somehow through eczema or other things. It is TRULY a mystery that I will never know. My back really hurt like the day after I deadlifted, but there is no way there is a connection between my...

https://cavs4tw.blogspot.com/2018/05/ So basically, in the month of May, every single post had the letter "o" and the letter "c" in them, and the "o" was always before the "c" Except for the last post, cuz I completely forgot xD Yeah, not that cool, but this let to some bizzare names. I also hinted this in  https://cavs4tw.blogspot.com/2018/04/e-my-sister-is-awesome.html So yeah.

So I decided that I would put something interesting. If you haven't noticed, there were 17 posts in April, and there are 17 letters in that phrase. And in  this  post, read the lyrics of the post. lol. And in  this  post. And on my Google+..... https://plus.google.com/u/0/+WilsonXieiscool/posts/h4bt6uFBgb2 my siamese cube my sia mese cube my sia my sister is awesome The beginning letter of each post title combine and spell out something. Here are all the posts in April, with some comments made by me. 4/2= M avericks @ cavs+Pelic@ns cavs 4/4= Y ayy. R@ptors cavs+W@rriors OKC=I had to put a y in the beginning, so I just put yay. Although OKC did lose. 4/6= S till forgot the number NBA events 150-165=Best I did 4/8= I s this my story?=Well, this was 'posed to be "this is My story" but AH. I really want to change it 4/10= S o annoyed 4/13= T he last regular-season games 4/14= E playoffs starting today!=Uhhhhhh 4/16= R ating oc(REVIVED XVII...

Arguments       I've been noticing lately that arguments are so funny to watch. This isn't a peaceful debate. This is an argument. Now basically during arguments, this is the entire conversation. Let's just say these two people are arguing over who's better:warriors or cavs(it's cavs btw) PERSON #1=Cavs are better than warriors PERSON #2=Why? Warriors are better than the cavs. PERSON #1=Warriors blew a 3-1 lead PERSON #2=So? Warriors won more during the three final series rematch!  PERSON #1=( raises voice a bit)  Blowing a 3-1 lead is worse than losing twice.  PERSON #2=( raises voice a bit)  No? Losing twice is worse than blowing a 3-1 lead PERSON #1=( raises voice a bit)  "lists bunch of reasons" see?  PERSON #2= (raises voice a bit) "lists bunch of reasons" see? PERSON #1= (says with rage)  SO? WARRIORS BLEW A 3-1 LEAD PERSON #2=( says with rage) SO? LOSING TWICE IS WORSE THAN THAT PERSON #1=YOU #$%^&...

First of all, I was said that I was too dramatic in part two. Whatever. Here I am in the environment where I feel like I had failed. As if fail wasn't strong enough. I was struggling on my NT homework. Barely making it through every week. Having my sister constantly reminding me put more pressure. More pressure that I forgot to study for MATHCOUNTS. And the result was bad. Very bad. Very very very bad. I had done decent on the first test, but not on the second. I don't have a single trophy. Not. Even. One. I think about this every single day. I won a very small math contest? I achieve a medal. I win a science season project? My parents acted like winning was a piece of cake and all I got was a prism. All through my life there were chances where I thought that I would win a trophy, but I didn't. Although I had won a small math contest, I felt very sick inside. Slamming my fist on my pillow when sleeping. I'm telling you, it's hard to be constantly learning I...